| erie visiting. |
[Tuesday
May 22nd, 2007
11:22am] |
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I never write in this.
And I'm not going to start.
I just wanted to let whoever still reads it that I live in Erie, and I'll always welcome visitors.
So please, call me, or come on up.
I have two empty bedrooms and even a guest bathroom.
It'll be fun!
Alright. That's it.
Call me if you want.
BYE.
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[Friday
July 7th, 2006
4:51am] |
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| yay.. |
[Wednesday
June 21st, 2006
12:25pm] |
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I'm gonna stop looking back and start moving on
Learn how to face my fears
Love with all of my heart, make my mark
I wanna leave something here
Go out on a ledge, without any net
That's what I'm gonna be about
Yeah, I wanna be running
When the sand runs out
One day. :D
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| hiya |
[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006
11:22pm] |
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Hm. So about two days left and life is goooood.
I had fun last nite and today.
Long overdue on both cases.
Last day of work was silly. I left early and just ate peanuts and joked around with Alyssa and Joe Merlina.
I'm sorry to everyone who has called me and I haven't called you back. The lack of cell phone is killing me and the longest period I've been home since Sunday is about an hour. I suck, I know.
Also, other than thursday, I'm booked. (So, basically tomorrow.) I have so much crap going on. I really want to see you all, but not manana. Anytime thursday though, and I'm game. I'm going to probably be here most of the day, so drop in anytime.
(And this applies to you, Constance. I'll be here. Come steal my things. Anything you want in particular? I'll get it ready.)
I think that's all I got. Not really. I could still update, but Mexico crap is calling. Out.
xxoxxo. :)
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| MIKE |
[Monday
June 19th, 2006
11:09pm] |
Maura and I.
We have fun.
It's nice.
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| week. |
[Saturday
June 17th, 2006
11:55am] |
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I got facebook.
Lacey's new internet obsession? Most def.
My week looks lovely from here.
Sunday- church, boat, dinner, dads.
Monday- orientation. (and fun?)
Tuesday- zoo. shit, yeah.
Wednesday- the day of chris.
Thursday- no plans. packing, i suppose.
The end.
I don't have much else to say.
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| seven days. |
[Friday
June 16th, 2006
2:38pm] |
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So, I found last nite to be mostly successful. I'm sure that people were not totally happy, but when are they ever. I do my best.
The only real downfall is that it took eight thousand years to get there, so by the time we did, you all had to leave. That kinda sucked.
And then minor things irritate me. That I can't fix big things. That I can't make people happy no matter what I do. That I was so blatanly lied to. Sometimes it still just really gets me.
Once again, these are all reasons that I am mostly with Chris. I just get frustrated. And then, when I am clearly not some of your priorities in any way, why would I make you mine? That doesn't make any sense. I'm not going to bust my butt to see you all before I leave. That's your issue, not mine.
Anyway. Sorry to get whiny.
One week from today I leave. I'm so excited, but still really scared. Sometimes I wonder if I can do this. In so many ways, I really do not want to leave. In other ways, I cannot wait. It's a strange feeling.
Ok. I have a lot of stuff to do before work. Bye all.
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| manana. |
[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006
11:59pm] |
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Ok. So bonfire tomorrow nite at Chris'. Here's the dealio.
He typed out some directions to his house. I'm going to post them under a cut. You're welcome to do that, but I would also recommend mapquesting it as well. His house is kinda way out in the woods, and could be tricky to find if you don't know whats going on. Next options. You guys can go ahead and wing it, or you can meet me at my house and ride out with me. (Actually, it's kinda mandatory that someone do this, cause Chris has class till 9, so I'm not going out with him.) I can get there easily and I can ride with someone and other people can follow us.
I don't really care how it all happens, I just need to know soonish. You can leave me comments here, or call Chris' phone all day tomorrow. Actually, if you want to talk to me, you can call Carmike 11 to 6 cause I'll be there and be in box, so I'll most likely answer the phone. Either way, lemme know if you're coming and if you want to ride with me, or are just going to wing it.
Lastly, if you could bring something, that would be really good. I don't really care what, there's just not much food at Chris' beside banana pops and oatmeal chocolate chip cookies that I made today. lol. And that won't really cut it.
You can all stay pretty much as long as you like and bring whoever you like. We really don't care. There will be fire, music, and we have a sheet and a projector in the front yard, so we can play dvd's in a somewhat drive-in fashion. Oh, and there's no parents anywhere. :)
We'll go ahead and call it my going away party since it'll be a week from the date. Bring presents. haha.
Ok. I think that's it. Call us for any questions.
( Directions and stuff. )
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| geez. |
[Tuesday
June 13th, 2006
12:25am] |
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It's 1230 and I just drug myself out of bed. I worked till one again, and I'm so sleepy. I also feel kinda crampy, and I don't really like that.
Yesterday was fun.
When Chris and I got to work, the girl on door came right up to him and was like "Chris, there's two girls running around movie hopping. They just stuck their head in The Omen, and went "Nahhh" then went into Cars."
So Chris goes off to fix it, and I went up into box.
About twenty minutes later, he comes up with an open bag of sour jacks and a crumbled bag of large popcorn and proudly hands them to me. He's clearly already enjoying these delicacies. As I'm looking at him in disgust he explains that the two theater hoppers were Amanda and Shauna and they gave him some snacks. At this point, I'm laughing. I laugh more when he tells me that he told the girl on door that he talked to the girls and they were both defiantely mentally retarded. He told her that they really didn't know what was going on or what they were doing. Apparently, they had been at it since we were open and had no signs of stopping. I went to talk to them as soon as I can and laughed more whenever they started acting retarded to avoid the door girl.
You guys brightened my nite. lol. thanks.
In the time I was typing that thing, I got two phone calls. Both were interesting.
Scott called and said that Emily just got out of the hospital. She had a cyst on her ovary and it exploded last nite. She was in the hospital all nite and is in a lot of pain. He told me not to call right now though, because she's sleeping. I thought you guys should know too, though. She's going to be ok, she's just out of it and doesn't feel good.
Next. My oral surgeon called. lol. I'm sure that everyone has heard about Big Ben. Apparently, KDKA called Dr. Kreps and asked to interview him and a patient about Ben's injury's. I had the same thing, so he called me and asked if I would like to do it. (I was always his favorite haha) so now KDKA is going to interview me, cause Ben and I had the same injuries.
Soulmates, probably. lol
Anyway, that was my morning and nite.
Last thing, I think Chris and I are going to have a bonfire at his house on Thursday. I can tell you where it is if you would like to come. I've already talked to Shauna and Amanda and they're coming, so if you are fearful of large groups, maybe you shouldn't come. We're not secluding anyone and there's no where to hide at Chris'.
Ok. I need to get a shower.
I'll talk to everyone later.
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| fun. |
[Monday
June 12th, 2006
12:58am] |
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My mom took my cell phone. I don't have it until I come back from Mexico, so don't try to communicate me through it.
She also informed me that if I don't come up with $8000 soon, I'm not going to college. I'll just work full time and go to CCBC. And that will be nice since Bob let me get my license so long ago, so I can just drive myself. And she also said that I should ask for his help on this. Good. I'll fly to LA for the next four days, get his opinion, and then be right home.
Good plan, Mom.
UGHHH
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| Saturday. in the park. |
[Saturday
June 10th, 2006
2:12am] |
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Hmm.
I just woke up. I'm sleepy and disoriented.
We had a staff meeting at 9 o clock this morning. It was silly and long.
Have I ever mentioned that it's annoying when your boyfriend is your boss?
He did get me a very pretty necklace. As a gradution present, I guess. Nice.
I have to go back to work 330 to 11.
Tomorrow is parties. I'm excited.
Thanks for those who came to mine.
I liked your card, Constance. lol.
That's it.
Shave, eat, work.
Bye.
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| party. |
[Friday
June 9th, 2006
12:10am] |
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Party tonite.
I really hope everyone comes.
Call me for directions.
I leave in 14 days.
Two weeks.
Then you will not see me for 35 days.
Five weeks.
Please come.
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| bored. |
[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006
2:53pm] |
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I'm too lazy to put this under a cut. Deal.
L A S T
1. Person you saw: mom.
2. Talked to on the phone: scott.
3. Hugged: chris.
4. Text: maura.
5. messaged over myspace: ken.
T O D A Y
1. wearing: green tank top and khakis.
2. better than yesterday? no. today is boring.
T O M O R R O W
1. Is: thursday.
2. Got any plans: like a thousand.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: dentist and work.
F A V O R I T E
1. Number: i don't really have one.
2. Color: green.
3. Season: summer.
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: yes, sure.
2. Mood: bored.
3. Wanting: entertainment.
Q: First thing you did this morning?:
A: kissed chris bye. (he stayed here last nite)
Q: Last thing you ate:
A: hot pocket.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: not really.
Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: me lack of things to do.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: the break up.
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: i guess.
Q:Is there a person who's on your mind right now?
A: yes.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: home from chelsea's last nite.
Q: Been cheated on?:
A: yes.
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: dad.
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: yep.
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: i think so.
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: i hope. haha.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A: love.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes.
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: i try.
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
A: mine.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: green.
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
A: e and p with family.
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?:
A: yesterday.
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girly friends?
A: girl.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: sometimes.
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
A: probably something about chris.
Q: Take any drugs?
A: nope.
Q: What are you about to do?
A: not sure yet.
Q: What song are you listening to right now?
A: yeah yeah yeah's- phenomona
Q: Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
A: relationship right now.
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: yes.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
A: 8.
Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you?
A: i'd like to think so.
Q: Are you tired of filling out this long damn survey?
A: a little.
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| gay. |
[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006
2:48pm] |
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I'm pretty bored.
Figures. My first real day of summer, and I don't like it.
I'm dumb.
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| mmm... |
[Monday
June 5th, 2006
1:10pm] |
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The Go Find |
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First banananananana pop of the summer...
...and boy, it's good. :)
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[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006
11:44pm] |
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I don't like livejournal anymore.
My tummy hurts.
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| mexico |
[Thursday
June 1st, 2006
12:02pm] |
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21 DAYS
and goodbye...
friends??
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| take me out tonite. |
[Tuesday
May 30th, 2006
6:07am] |
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I am currently wasting time waiting for Maura and Scott to pick me up for birthday-going-out-number-two.
Number one was earlier Chris took me on a picnic and then we walked around Pittsburgh.
The way to this girl's heart is the city. It's true. I have a weakness.
Number three is dinner later this week with my dad.
Number four is Albert. :)
Anyway. Today was nice. I'm excited for tonight too.
I just want to go out and forget reality.
Afterwards, I'll face serious issues. Don't bug me till then.
♥
PS glad everyone had fun this weekend. Shauna called to say happy birthday, but that's all I heard from you guys. I'm sorry I missed it. :(
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| b-day |
[Monday
May 29th, 2006
10:41am] |
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UH.
My birthday started out lovely at midnight with two calls from two very nice people.
It kinda went downhill from there.
I want to be happy in this. I'm not going to do well.
I worked.
I ate cake.
I sat in a movie.
I went to Chris'.
I came here.
I opened clothes.
I cried.
I can't make it better. No one can.
I took a walk.
I fought.
I still fight.
I suck.
I want to talk to Maura.
I can't reach her when she's with Scott.
I want Chris.
It doesn't matter what I do. I'm not good enough for you. Or you.
My best intentions aren't enough.
I didn't want to fucking cry on the day I've been waiting for for years.
Thanks.
24 days and I am done. Not so sad anymore, huh?
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